I have found my new love

OH MY~~~~ I KNOW, this is not a new song(A moment like this), it's originally sang by Kelly Clarkson. But, I just can't help falling in love with this song!!!! I was searching for the song 'Bleeding Love'. Then I found this song, straight fallen... I'm so in love with this song right now both by Leona Lewis and Kelly Clarkson. Absolutely amazing!!!!

I love Leona's voice!! She has a powerful wide vocal, but totally different from Mariah Carey's( in my point of view la, I dislike Mariah Carey. >___< )

Here's the lyrics

What if I told you it was all meant to be,
Would you believe me
Would you agree
It's almost that feeling we met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
When I tell you love has come here and now

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
some people wait a life time for a moment like this.

Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain Well I may be dreaming but till I awake
Can't we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

Could this be the greatest love of all
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search foreverfor that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

ohhhhh like this, moment like this ohhhh oh i can't believe it's happening to me
some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this, ohhhh like this

Oh my, this song made me breathless... A.W.E.S.O.M.E

I will always love you by Leona Lewis

Okay, back to the song I'm finding initially >> 'Bleeding Love', another breathtaking song! T______________T I love Leona Arrrrrr!

The streets

Guess where am I now? The place that I'll barely visit, library. I think the librarian hates me. T____T It's been like 3 years, I didn't wear sleeveless shirt once I step out of my house, but you know what the brilliant librarian said? She asked why am I wearing sleeveless shirt here? wtf, what's wrong with her eyes? I'm with a simple Tee with sleeve, okay? but she's not that rude actually, just kept on remind me to put on my jacket. ok, acceptable.

Here came another weird librarian, I was sitting at the same table with San and Be, and he approached to ask one of us to go to the next table, coz the tables in this area are for 1 or 2 person only?

What's on earth they provide such a large enough table here, yet just max 2 peoples are allowed to use it at one time? what's rule is this? stupid!! Well, I truly understand the difference between UPM and other colleges or uni, and why UPM unable to fight with other local Uni nor colleges. The regulations here are stupid and unnecessary! And the so called conservative- thinking they have, will only worsen the quality of this study place! Haih...

Okay, forget bout the sad things. Yesterday we (San, Be and I) went Midvalley to watch Step Up 2 The Streets. Wohoooo~~~~ very nice! I have to admit that it's better than Jumper.

Wohooo~~Briana Evigan is bloody hot, in the poster.

The dancing scene were super great! especially the scene they dancing in the rain! I can't help but overwhelmed by excitement, I clap hands after they finish dancing, I totally forgotten that I'm in the cinema HAHAHA, idiot me. Ermmmm, Be said Step Up 1 is better than 2, well, for me, both also very nice, I mean the storyline, the music and the dances.

Andie( staring by Briana Evigan) is not very pretty, and we kept on saying she's quite 'dai jiek', I mean muscular, hahaha, but she looks 80% similar to Cecilia Chong, their face and their voice are so alike. I love her white dress that she wore at Missy's (her friend)BBQ party, so so nice ah!

Chase Collins (staring by Robbert Hoffman) can dance very very well! very "ying" when he's doing popping? mmmm, not so sure what's the dance's name. Moose (staring by Adam G. Sevani), a cute character, his facial expression is so funny! =D he's a great dancer as well.

Oh my~~~~~ I so wanna to learn hip hop, salsa or whatever, I wanna dance! Stretch your body everyone, and ready to dance! =D BYEBYE!

<3

Stop asking me why am I being single all this time (well, it's been like 4 years? I didn't have a boyfriend, waaaaa, quite a long time man! =.=) It's just traumatized me indirectly... nahhhhh, ain't that bad for being single I would say, instead of having a partner/bf just because you want to, right?

And I'm bored with the "you like which kind of guy?", "You seriously don't have a bf?", "Are you expecting too much?"... this kinda questions. Coz I dare not to set the qualification nor the requirements of my future bf, it's not because I don't care about it, I just realised that when you're choosing people, you are being chosen too. know what I mean? please bear with my lousy english. >_<

Frankly, I did felt lonely for being alone all this time, of course exclude the time having friends around, but what can I do to solve this loniliness? Nothing much except of improving myself, agree?

Improvement that I mentioned doesn't merely refer to the process of upgrading of my physically look, smart girls can find their love too (what I'm saying is faces sometimes is not as important as attitude/brain), am I right? I was under an obsession of being naive, I mean 没内涵. I don't think guys nowadays will want a pretty-but-no-brain gf? well, okay, some of the guys do. To satisfied their ego-ness? Or being protective towards their petite gf can makes them happy? fine fine, gotta admit that pretty-face-with-also-brilliant-brain girl does exist!!

Wait a minute, what's about the guys? Could I say that we can hardly find a handsome-plus-smart guy now? @_@ okay, they do living in the same planet which I'm living *wtf*, just the possibility for us to meet is like 0.001% lo.... why? coz I really haven't see this kind of guy before. Most of the guys I've encountered were not mature enough( for me la, coz I'm childish enough, can't make my life more miserable by having a more immature bf than me, right?) *wtf again* (sorry, been influenced to use these 3 alphabets for reading others' blogs frequently, no bad intend I would explain, just feel that 'wtf' actually works like the word 'sweat', don't you think so?)

What's on earth that makes me written this post? Like what I've mentioned at the beginning of the post that people wonder why am I still single and having my notebook as my companion 24/7 while desperately for hugs? This is the first time for me to declare or to expose my point of view on the love or relationship thingy. Somehow, I don't think I've given a content answer on this, while I have thousand of uncertainties inside me....what am I saying?

And just a minute ago, I flipped through CLEO (March issue) and stopped at the horoscope page which I'll skip it all the time (I don't belive that there're only 12 types of people out there. =.= but since it's month for Pisces, I gave it a glance. xP )

To fit this topic, I'll only include LOVE MATCH here: Like your symbol, the two fish swimming in opposite directions, you don't know where you want go or what you want to do so someone grounding and sensitive is important. He'll also need to be advanterous, open to new experience and someone you can look up to.

TRY: Taurus, Cancer, Virgo, Scorpio, Capricorn. hmmm, this is quite accurate after all.

It's quite accurate lar wei~~~HAHAHA. Okay, guys with the horoscope that I've written, free to have a cup of tea? wtf *fainted*

OK, I shall end here. Raining heavily here and it's midnight now. This reason firm enough for me to head to bed now! NITEZZZzzzzzzzzz

(p/s: wish me luck to find my Mr. Right soon. =D )

New glasses

I've bought a new glasses few hours ago. Well, this time was a square rimmed glasses, the shape that I'll probably avoid to have last time, why?? coz my face is already square in shape. *sob* With square frame, I'll look like a box. wtf

hmmm, somehow this glasses can suit my face, I think??

Too bad, it's senget a bit, gonna take back and let them adjust. (very obvious? Can you notice if I didn't mention about it?) my cousin said:" what if it's because the height of your ears are different? don't blame the glasses lar..." =.= I wonder ler.

My brother said it's just like the same old glasses that I wore... T____T different ler, this one is stainless steel one, and different color ler... shape also different! goh goh, change your spec! >___<

Ah pek with her teddy bear's smile. *fainted*

p/s: Kido, did you notice something in my pic?? hahaha

HAPPY 100th!!!!!

YEAH YEAH ~~~~~ This would be the 100th post of Kissable Sundae!!!!!!

Although I wrote craps for most of the posts, although I ignore this blog when I feel to, although I have only mmm, 5 readers? although I always lack of idea for what to write, although whatever... I LUVRE YOU STILL, MY DEAR BLOGGY! <3


I love you, because you'll never leave me whenever I feel sad or feel so alone, you always here for me. T____T *gam dong*

I love you, because you never fail to console me whenever I'm feeling down and listen to my complain that I pour to you.

I love you, because you're my friend *fainted*, why not? You are my friend! =D

But, I don't love you whenever the connection pissed me off. *heng*

Okay, let's make a wish and anticipating for the next 100 posts to come!!! =) (please ignore the part of the cake that are melting.... )

Celebration is not over yet, I gonna get my bloggy a present!!!!! yeah yeah ~~~~~ (I know my beloved bloggy would gives the pressie to me!!!!) HEHEHE

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Went for my 2nd hair cut last Saturday. Damn short, include my fringe.... frankly, I don't like my fringe so much on the 1st few days after the hair cut, but the more it grows, the more I love it! =)

Attended Daddy company's (not my dad's..actually, it's YiNKy's dad) annual dinner...or open house?? whatever la, in Kelana Seafood Restaurant. I don't like to attend this kind of function, it's just so boring. I'm so glad that dear YiNKy was there with me that night! <3>

The eyes 3 ?? nahhhhh, I so wanna to learn how to apply eyelashes by using photoshop. YiNKy and tintin, teach me lar... please.... >_____< (sorry if my picture freak you out)

HAHAHAHA, I love this photo, taken by DKBU. very nice, thanks! =D I looked happy in this photo. People, don't you feel as happy as me now? *huggies*

没那么爱他

Another very nice song by Fan Fan.

Hmmm, would wanna dedicate this song to an ex-friend of mine. I know you've been struggled for your love, so hard. It's not the matter that she's loving some other person now, it's not the matter that your relationship couldn't be accepted by others.

It's the matter that you're losing yourself, finding for her attention every seconds, and tend to control her life, you became immatured, you even willing to lose a best friend because of her by telling lotta heart breaking words towards your best friend.

Althought, we are not as close as last time. Although, I do not like you for many disappointing and heart breaking reason you've given to me, as a friend. Yet, I felt so sad to know that you're stuck in this situation now.

You're not the only one who's hurt. Try to let go, that's the best solution for all of you, at least for youself. Don't live in the neverending hurting process anymore. Take a deep breath and let go~

You know? 你其实没那么爱她。

I believe that you can find a better one, I believe that WE can.

如果你也听说

突然发现站了好久 不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我 再多人陪只会更寂寞
许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可 委屈却没有人诉说
夜半信仰丛白剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多

如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和 舍不得 又无可奈何

如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔

许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
我想我宁可都沉默 其实反而显得做作
夜半信仰丛白剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多

如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和 舍不得 要无可奈何

如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔

如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔
如果你想起我 你会想到什么

yaya, went yee sang dinner for the 3rd round! with another gang of friends.

Hmmmm, I planned this dinner from the 1st day of CNY. Many things happened, that I never thought of it to happen.

Well, misunderstanding really can bring disaster. Despite it's just a simple and small dinner, but still, it became complicated due to some miscommunication.

At last, left 6 of us. (poichin, san, me, be, xinrou & xintian)

Frankly, I'm quite disappointed and pissed off for the plan to being 'ruin'... I meant that, but when I calm myself down, it's not as worst as what I think, and they got reason for not joining.

And it did make us mess a little, I mean our friendship between someone and someone. (oh man, it's just a dinner!) Everyone should be more mature next time in handling this kind of situation, choi~~~~ won't happen again.

ok, I hope everything is ok now, no more misunderstanding, no more heart breaking *sweat*, no more disappointment... bla bla bla. =) we're still good friends (too far to reach best... wtf)

talk what also fake. =.= （讲么都假）, eat first.... =.=

HAHAHAHA. Anyway, thumb up for the fish!

Lou Sang!!!! This was my 2nd lou sang in year 2008(4th day of CNY). And with a nice mood! =)


yeah!! 身体健康， 减肥成功， 快点毕业， 嫁给有钱人， 母啊哈哈哈哈！！！！=D


Dishes of the day! yipiiie, even it's not abalone or bird nest, but I enjoy the lunch so much! I like to hang out with friends! =)

We went houses to bai nian, at first I was refused to join the bai nian. But I have no regret to join after that!

hahaha, because it reminds me the time we spent together during secondary school. (actually the main reason is to get more ang pao , LMAO) Well, we had good time talking craps, talking gossip, talking about our future and planning for the next gathering even we know it's hard to have one, coz lotta of our friends study abroad now. T____T

I want a time machine, to travel back to form 4, I love that year! The more we grown up, the more realistic we become. aiks...

Alright, just look forward, maybe it's not as negative as I thought. Luck and happy time, please come to me! minimanimo~~~~

After paying Leefung's house a visit, we went Jusco to watch CJ7 and have our dinner and do some shopping!
The dress very nice, right? ya, like it so much, SEED dress, but it's quite expensive for me. T___T another unreachable dress. nola, dress, wait me, I'll go steal my daddy's money and buy! yeah!!! *wtf*see again! hahaha. But I wonder can wear it with pants not, nice ah? I can die if want me to wear skirt. >__<

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DENG DENG! We met Seung Kang ah! Very happy! I like to met old friend, I'll have undescribable feelings.... -.- I'll so wanna hug them. hahaha, but I didn't hug her, she'll shock if I do that. hahaha

Actually we did met another not so close classmate there also, but so sad, she assumed that she didn't see us. Whatever! Not big deal.

Ok, it was a nice outing I would say. Eventhough there's no special activity, but still, love it.

okok, Kwan Min here to say gong hei and byebye! hahahaha. xp

And people, HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY. I know I know, not yet 14/2, nvm la , make no difference to me. *sob sob*

p/s: I had my nissin noodle with heart shape egg that night. sweet ler, the chef~~~~~ *faint*

Just a short update for the CNY. I think many of you know that I'm not in a good mood these few days, without reason. I think most probably is CNY hates me *wtf* hmmm, maybe Im bored? *cough cough* anything la, as long as I need not to go back to uni to see all the nerdies and all the lecturers. =.=

Chu xi, the reunion dinner day. As usual, after we had our dinner, we head to Parkson to do the last minute shopping. I didn't really buy myself clothes, I just bought some facial cleanser and lotion. Wanna thanks Yuen Tze for the sundae!

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Chu 1, went my hometown, the history town, Malacca. -.- I'm surprisingly quiet the whole day, not very close with my father's side relatives, can't really get myself into their conversation. Never mind, once a year only.

Vegetarian day, hmmm, consumed lotta flour, I would say. >___<

Spent my day feeling dizzy, went here and there.

Seldom take photo with YuenTze, the cousin. When I put this as my msn display pic, some of them thought I finally found my love. oh my~~~~ I bet lovers will take pic with this distance? I mean, not close at all. -.- (usually, lovers will stick together face to face, aren't they?)

We paid the temple a visit too that night. The temple near my grandpa's house. My cousin said wanna go pray pray, and some of my cousins were photo shooting freak, so they took their very pro camera and snap here and there, while I snap them with my lousy hp.

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Chu 2, another usual day, but considered as most happening one among the past few days? not in the noon though, I spent all the time lingering at home during the day time. T_____T pity me. But, we had a simple BBQ at night. It's very simple with only hotdogs and fishballs and nuggets and sparkling juice.

I have the girl's body with boy's soul. *wtf* I help brothers with the fire thingy, (ya, you know what I mean) while the girls prepare the food. *both my hands now were like after eating lemons, sour ahhhh*

Fishballs, my favourite! I hate hotdog!!

Janice, Ceres, me, Bro, Daniel, Eliceta and Tze.


You want fishball, laptop or me? *faint*


Good angle produced good picture. =) (special thanks to photoshop as well) *sweat*

Yinky, the ambassador for sparkling juice, with her fans, the geek. -_______________-

I was so high throughout that night, laugh like no tomorrow. Sparkling juice can make me drunk?

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3rd day of CNY, went Fortuna Palace restaurant to have yee sang dinner with family. Was in bad mood again, people around me were fed up and wonder with the swing of my mood. Was in semi anti-social mode. -_____-

Taken nap in the afternoon that I would never take usually, nap will make me feel dizzy. And woke up with worst mood. T_______________T why ah? why me like this one??

but, good thing did happen actually, my pc finally got enough space for me to play Dance Online. Spent like 2 days to cleaning up my pc, lotta rubbish! yet, I know there're still virus hiden everywhere in it. It's time to format ler, goh goh, pinjam me your hard disk la please. >_<

Didn't really take picture during the dinner, and I'm so not in the mood to dress up. Just a tshirt with jeans, without glasses la. -________- (This was the picture taken after we came back from dinner).

Ok, that's all for the past 4 days. Bored and dead. Anyway, I appreciate this holiday so much even though I had bad mood. I hope tomorrow will be better, I mean both my day and mood.

CNY really will make people fat ah!!!! aiks......

Tomorrow will be the day having reunion dinner with family. I'm not really in the chinese new year mood yet. Or should I say, I always don't have chinese new year's feel, I just cant wait to get ang pau... =.=

Been ignored this place for almost 1 week, I have nothing to blog for, my life was as flat as .... as what? flat lo.... lack of activities, lack of laughter, lack of color, lack of spice, lack of ideas, lack of blablabla...

I got lotta phobia, include chinese new year phobia~ really. I just cant tell my feelings towards CNY, not a nice one. Everything seems to be purposely. I know clearly that's my problem, and trying to look things from different perspectives.

Oh well, just called and booked a room from a restaurant to have a yee sang dinner with uni buddies, okok, my cousin called and I just give my hp no. -.-

Ok la, Giung he Giung he!