不可理喻的我

续上一次的“有些人就是不值得”篇，已有整整一个星期了。今天却有着一样的心情，纳闷中。。。

我发现我的心，很多时候都充满了愁恨感。对我身边的人，事，物。。。都充满了讨厌的感觉。

但，没有人会知道我最痛恨的会是谁，会是什么。因为就连我自己也不敢相信。然而，这是事实。

愁恨让人变得丑陋，而我也从来没有美过。

Rika's back.... =.=

I didn't update my blog for so many days, feel likes forever.... =.=

well, ntg much for me to write lately. Everyday repeat the daily rountine and recently I'm moodless without any special reason.... but don't worry.

I still have my fav HL-Milk with me !! :)

Once again, the milk is MINE, not Aunty Julie's !!! >.<

And and .... thr're so many MAGAZINE accompany-ing me!!! How lovely thy are !!!!

Ehem , I'm addicted to Korean Tv show, "Love Letter" these few days! Most of the Korean artist can dance really well ! Gosh, killing me... =.=

The cruel-est fact is, my holidays left 11 days........ nonsense ! no way..........

Baking Lesson 2

Ingredients needed to bake 'Crunchy Oatmeal Cookies'.

Wee wang wang, wee wang wang! It's another baking day! We've baked 2 types of cookies today! "Crunchy Oatmeal Cookies" & "Chocolate Chips Cookies" ! Today, we have our new student, Vy-chan join us, welcome ~ and today we baked without our teacher Lim.

Steps :
1. With an electric mixer, cream the butter or margarine(250g) and sugar (250g)together until light & fluffy. (the longer u mix, the better cookies u'll have). Mix in egg yolk(2).

2. Sift over the flour, bicarbonate of soda (1 tsp) and salt(1 pinch), then stir into the butter mixture. Add the oats and cereal and stir to blend. Chill for at least 20 minutes.

3. Preheat the oven to 190C/375F/Gas 5. Grease a baking sheet. Flour the bottom of a glass.

4. Roll the dough into balls. Place them on the prepared baking sheet and flatten with the bottom of the glass.

5. Bake for 10-12 minutes until golden. With a metal spatula, transfer to a wire rack to cool completely.

WoW!!! we've improve alot though it's just our 2nd lesson! :D

We baked at Kim's place today, all of us have no idea how to use her microwave, we spent some times simply press all the buttons thr. Finally, newbie VY is very clever, and let the microwave moving! panlai panlai!

Ano, when we buying the ingredients, the tauke teach us to bake another cookies.

Tauke: " hey, u gals can buy this biscuit mix & choco powder to bake Chocolate Chicks cookies, very simple!"
We:" huh? wat's tat ? chick?"

Kim:" he means chips!"

hahaha, tauke, u're so cute ne~~~ =.=

As a result, we baked "chocolate Chicks Cookies" too. hehe.

This cookies really very easy to bake. 1stly, mix the biscuit mix with the chocolate powder, then add in butter. Next, according to ur own preference, add in almond, nuts or chocolate chips. Roll the mixture into the shape u like. Bake for 20 minutes with 190C. You can either bake by oven or microwave. Done!

I like these 2 cookies alot, especially the oatmeal cookies, coz I love cereal & oat so much! We reduced the amount of sugar, not too sweet this time ! Sugoi ne~~~

Ok, I would like to give 85% for this lesson ! Hopefully we can get 100% for the next lesson ya. :)

This is my new notebook ! Froggy one! kawaii ne~~ Well, it's Rika's notebook, not Frog's.... =.=

有些人就是不值得

很无奈，有些人。。。你越是对他/她好，得来的却是不屑，一次又一次。

一些他/她不觉得会怎样的小动作，其实已对某人造成伤害，也许是一点点。。。一个不耐烦的回应，一个冷酷的眼神，不停地累计，是会让人感到疲惫的。难道你不懂吗？更何况别人没得罪你啊。

很心灰，有些人。。。就是那么自私，满脑子都只会为自己着想。其它人的感想是垃圾。

有些人很笨，每次有好东西，一定会分享。但，不见得别人有好东西时，也会和你分享，而且还会偷偷藏起来，深怕你会发现。

很不解，有些人就是很偏心，对一些人就是百般呵护，但对你却又是冷酷无情。

有些人总是喜欢无理取闹，爱扭曲你说的话，爱把画面搞僵。难道有这个必要吗？

很可笑，有些人就是爱猜别人的想法，把自己的想象力套在别人身上。其实他/她一点都不了解你。

有些人，就是很犯贱，就是很笨，我想我是这种人。

没什么，就是要在自己的空间发泄一下。

Baking Day :)

All the ingredients needed to bake Double Chocolate Cookies.

Steps unnecessarily tO follow :
1. Preheat the oven to 190C. Lightly grease two baking sheets. Cream the butter with the sugar in a bowl until pale and fluffy. Add the egg and vanilla essence and beat well.

2. Sift the flour over the mixture and fold in lightly with a metal spoon, then add the oats and chopped plain and white chocolate and stir until evenly mixed.

3. Place small spoonfuls of the mixture in 18-20 rocky heaps on the prepared baking sheets, leaving space for spreading.* we didn't really leave space, den our cookies all hold hands together, cute ne! *

4. Bake for 15-20 minutes, until beginning to turn pale golden. Cool for 2-3 minutes on the baking sheets, then transfer to wire racks to cool completely. DONE!!!

Kim, Ping n I were newbies in baking. Forgot to take our sensei's pic... she was washing stuff right behind us, c her? hahaha

As I mentioned in the previous post, I was trying to find things to do, try to make myself busier.
Yaya, I baked ! It's easy though, hahaha, coz LaySim guide us all the time. Arigatou! and we made her kitchen messy.... hahaha.

Though it's our 1st time. Mission considered succeed!!!! Hoooray!!! Frankly, it's a bit too sweet. We added too much sugar? or the person who bakes is too sweet? =.=

Besides, we used the ingredients left to bake cake!

Carrot Cake!

This cake is much more easier than the cookies, and it took shorter time to bake. Although it's called carrot cake, but cant really feel the carrot's existence... Kim pop-up with a 'brilliant' ideas which she always does." ah , why don't we squeeze the carrot into juice 1st? then only add into the cake?" she got 3 pairs of eyes staring at her as reply after this sentence. hahaha. But she's really creative, isn't she? :)

We spent the whole afternoon in the kitchen. It's a bit tiring but fun.

My mum told my dad," ur gal noe how to bake woh, u must try ya." Then my dad keep on saying the cookies is nice. :) * my daddy wont tells lies oh. *

Ok la, my lunch for the coming few hours will b the cookies ! Cookies dear, wait for me ya! :D

Today is Sundae, not Monday!! ^^

Hoi, what's she looking at ? future? 离家出走??!

Today, our poor Jo gonna go back to UPM for camping. Don't ask what camp is that, I dunno.

We went The Mines for our lunch before picking her to college.

After the meal, we picked Jo to college.Who knows? An irresponsible malay gal holding the room's key den dunno whr she went, caused us waiting outside the room for so long. So, we went to our fav place, mcD !

Hope she enjoys the camp la ! *I hate camp!*

不知道

闷啊！！！ 每天都无所事事。吃喝玩乐。却有难以形容的空虚感。

家人开始投于不屑的眼光。仿佛在暗示，自己有多么地没用。

每天都想让自己忙，不想留在家，但却又是闲到不行。

啊！怎么办？发觉自己还蛮难搞的。。。。

Oki Doki

Share 'porridge steambot' with Kim at 'skyGarden' for our brunch after having my 1st visiting to Nottingham College.

Right after that, ManLing, VoonYen n LaySim join us for movie '200 pounds Beauty' at Jusco. Omigosh, it's a berry nice movie ler!!!!! It's definitely worth to watch it in the cinema!!!!

Beautiful girl -Kim Ah-Joong
In the movie, Hana underwent a plastic surgery.Gosh, she's so damn pretty after the surgery, somemore with her sweet voice, made me fallen in love with her... les??!! =.= nahh....

Ave Maria Mv
One of the nice song in this movie, once again proven she can sing very well. :D

Byul by Kim Ah-Joong
I love this song so so much !!!!!!

I love most of the songs in this movie , and I love the story as well. :D but izzit necessarily go for the plastic surgery to bcome pretty? don't have other way ? mayb this would b the fastest way... but too bad it's damn expensive and scary... hahaha, y sounds like I'm interested to hav my surgery too... =.= hmmm, how's the feeling of having all the fake 'stuff' on body? sure feel insecure ba... Anywayz, Rika strongly recommend this movie oh! :D

Then, we went 'fun-hei-dei' to have our dinner. Know what? We've met some rude waitress thr. ya, it's really berry rude!!!! especially one of them, dunno wat's her name, she didn't wear her tag...she 'hit' the table everytime she serve us food, I mean simply put the food and showing faces.Then, she didn't even ask whether we ade finish our meal , straight take away the plates... we were -_-lll we're still holding the spoon and wanna to finish the food. but it's too late,our food gone like wind.

Little gal ah, I dunno what's wrong with you, maybe u've just lost ur money? aunty visit? quarrel with bf ? or watever.... do you noe that u're really no manners? We're kind enuff coz din find ur manager, we are lazy to find oso =.= ( pai seh, coz this pic was taken with my lousy hp's camera,cant see clearly oso....guys, this suckest waitress work in fun-hei-dei at Jusco,CherasSelatan, never ever go thr to have ur meal. But if feel like fighting, u can always walk in n find her. @_@ )

Well, my mood didn't affect by this siao-po, because I ate alotz of nice food and had an awesome movie today ! ah, and I have my 'Starry Oki Doki' with me ! Aren't thy great? :D

Oki Doki Japanese style rice crackers ^^

See! There are 6 different facial expression here! Kawaii ne~~~~

Our last activity was yam cha with LiYan, Min & Jen at station one. Hey gals, enjoy playing 'black-magic' and guessing '1,2,3' , right ?? hahaha....more games to come!

wow, it's very 'early' now.... gonna go sleep dy, tml wanna wake up earlier to have my 'chee-cheong-fun' , my mummy selling geh :D wont have rude waitress thr oh ! ^^ Oyasumi nasai~~~

Far Far Away

Went to watch Shrek 3 yesterday. I wont go cinema to watch any movie tat's something like cartoon or anime.... but bcoz of our ben bro ade watched '200 pounds beauty',so we went for Shrek. Wow, it's better than what I thought ler.The beginning of the movie did made me felt bored, but few mins later, many of the scene made me laugh. Sleeping beauty is really funny! Gingy is damn cute too.haha. Ahhhh, and one of the uncle who sit behind us laugh almost every scene... hahaha, sometimes, we laugh bcoz of the way he laughing, uncle, it's really tat funny ?? hahaha.

Did u guys watch part 1 & 2? n did u guys remember their kingdom called 'Far Far Away'? I totally forgot bout it dy, I was shocked when I saw it. coz tat's my overused phrase.... I used to ask ppl go far far away! hahaha.

Hey, to ppl who reading this post, please be careful in anyplace, anytime. Always b alert to ur beloings,vehicles n oso urself of course.Y suddenly said so ? I just finished reading newspaper. omigosh, the world is bcame dangerous n scary now. The whole paper is full of rape,snatch theft,murder..... this is the 1st time I felt uneasy reading these, coz ppl nowadays really bcome mad, thy willing to do anything just to get wat thy want!! What are the police doing ?? sigh ~~~~

Anyway, ppl, stay alert all the time n appreciate what u have. Nobody knows what'll happen tml, and it's time to tell ppl that u care that u love them.... just go ahead for what u want to do! Never let the word 'regret' appear, although it always appear in my life... =.= ok, tat's all for now, LOVE U GUYS !!!

Earning & Spending

I went to work yest, a part time job introduced by my fren.Work as tour guide's assistant, all i have to do is to look after the kids n play with them !!!!! lolz . standard 6 student frm 力新小学 (lik hang ? if im not mistaken).It's chloe's school!

They treat us mcD as lunch! :D

yesterday was a sunny day, super sunny tat type .... hahaha, we keep on applying sunblock inside the car b4 we reach. at least 4 layer on my skin surface... but den the sunblock we applied was only spf50 .... @_@

Bagan Lalang beach !

wow! how long i didn't been to seaside dy... i was so excited once i stepped out the car, i saw the beach, the sand, the sea , the sky .... =.= im not blind,ok? lmao. while waiting for the kids to arrive, some of us set up with the audio system, some of us prepare kites.ya, we played kite as well. not we actually , i din play.

Gorgeous San put the stick to the kite , very serious look.... >.<

Kids arrived at 2 sumthing, here's just a part of them, i din take many pic coz was working ! im oso a serious worker ler, hahaha.

ok, our 1st game was 'lover bridge'，情人桥 , dunno u guys got play b4 not. it's sumthing like london bridge game , but with longer queue n bigger circle. well, some of them enjoy playing tis n keep on asking innocent quest.but some of the guys found the game is bored. guys, haihz.... hahaha, all i can feel was the sand is really warm, I stand on the sand without my slipper. =.=

After this game,some uncles ( fishermen??) lead them to find mmmm...... mussel?clam?scallop? tat kinda things la, using a long stick. but many kids prefer to use their hands to drag the sand.... -_-lll some started to build sand castle tim. lolz

Thy even brought their ga chang here to drag ! I borrowed one of the ga chang to drag with them oso, hahaha, my ga chang was in pink color. :D noe wat i found? i found a small jelly fish, a dead one. >.<

wat u c in tis pic? crabs, mussel... n dunno wat living creature inside thr.... hahaha, this is one of the kid's 'hasil'. ( actually thy drag n find all the wrong things, hahaha, but as long as thy're happy :D)

Kids who dun like to find those things went to play kite. i din take any pic of tat coz i stay thr n drag with them. lolz. it's fun ! noe wat? last time, i dun even dare to step on the sand.i scare it will 'sink' ... @_@. how stupid I am.hahhaha.

all the games end at 5 something. after the kids went in the bus n left, we taken group pic ( crew only) n went home.

I'm so happy with this job, shuld say trip. hahaha, althought my skin became darker a bit, a bit la, sunblock is realy work! lolz im looking forward for the coming tripssss! hehe

On our way home.

yest nite, we had a 'Fathers' day party' at home. after the party, i played games with my bro n cousin, wat we played?

we played tis. UNO jenga. ^-^

Today, after taken my brunch, I pick Kim n Vy to saloon! to have our hair make over. nahhh, just went to zap zap. hahaha.

Deng! deng ! both them had their hair straighten! nice mou? hehe

we went chop & steak house at Serdang to have our dinner. ben, min n ling, next time only we go ya ! hahaha.

Both of them ordered 'gorden blue chicken'. (same hairstyle, same food, thy even ordered same drinks tim @_@ )

My 'Fish n Chips' ! yummy ! :D

hmmm, well, I had my hair rebonding oso. @_@ miss my straight hair?

deng deng deng deng !!! my straight hair was back ! hahaha.

Side look. but y my throat look like guys'?? @_@ omigosh.....

Mario's mushroom !!!!

Wat's in ur wish list now ?

Was planning to buy myself a pair of shoes , but i didn't find any tat i like in MY.Kim juz came bak frm Singapore, n she said the shoes thr are much more prettier than here. Of course, she bought one, adidas, but without tat 3 common lines one, damn nice ler . white color wif the light green adidas logo on it, wow wow wow, very nice!

This!!!!! nice , rite?
-TACTIC LOW W LEATHER-

sigh, i hav no enuff money for me to shop in Sing, although i noe i sure can find mine oso.... $$$$ again ..... haihz.

went to c whether thr's 'miracle' appear anot tis morning. hopefully can c some better shoes ??

Then, i saw this . hmmmm, adicolor, not bad. my fren likes it so much ! she said she likes every single pair of adicolor >.<

here u r, the green one. between these 2 pairs, i will choose pink, kim said she'll choose green. pai seh, taken the price tag tim. hmmm, RM 229, the pink one is RM 249.

I still prefer whole white one, either nike or adidas oso doesn't matter. :D

Oh my, i love tis, simple but nice! if anyone c tis in MY , tell me plis!!!
-TACTIC VC W LEATHER-

Nice Ah ! niCe ah! NiCe ah !
-SUPERSTAR SLEEK W FLOWER-

GOSH!!!! I LOVE THIS! CROWN!!!
-Missy E. Classic Delux-

hey guys, if u saw any nice shoes, take pic n share share ya ! :p hopefully can find a nice one in MY. hmmm, gonna work hard to find for part time job. =.=

since i cant get my shoes again, so we went to buy sundae cone. :D before tat, we had mcD fillet-o-fish as our brunch. muahahaha.... noe la, noe la, fat ma. but i cant get shoes wo, somemore hor, cant get the Shrek's headband? Shrek's ear ?watever... i pointed at the green thingy on the mcD gal's head, n said" i wan tis." she replied" oh, this is only for crew. if u wan, mayb u gonna work here!" =.= wat la, ask her go far far away la !!!! *sob Sob* anyone in sing now, willing to buy me one?? plis la. hahaha, i oso dunno y i wan it . @_@ for fun. i dun even watch the movie yet. >.<

nahhh, my sundae. OoOopsssss, my nail color dropped dy , ugly . pai seh , look at the ice-cream la , dun c my nail !

ah, yest just got many new bbt from my fren . it's time to watch my fav little jay again ! yesh yesh . ^-^ jia ne!