Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
"I'm fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

Oh, Oh
Im not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Dont know what I was missing or why I aint listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that its over
What else could it be he just had to cheat

I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

[Chorus]
(But) Im not missing you
Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
Im not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I dont even feel the distance
Im not missing
Im not missing you

Its a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

[Chorus x2]

No I cant be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I cant keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when its right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone elses life

[Chorus]

Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
Im not missing
Im not missing you

My days were hectic this few weeks, with assignments and tests. And lotta time wasting on waiting him or her and also attending pointless forum and not to mention, bore-till-dead lectures.

We've completed our radio advertisement that made us worked from 9am-9pm. -.-
I'm not satisfied with my product, as Jo said: you have never happy with what you've done. well, she've got the point. BUT, I think I can do better...
I used to make myself regret or dissapointed. *big big sigh*

Btw, it's killing me when I played the ad with my notebook, the sounds of our ads were super soft, I turned the volume to max yet I still have to stick my ears to the speaker.... =.= WHAT HAPPEN? We gonna burn it out and submit already, why things always went wrong? It's very tirng ler...
will figure it out with Dr Nizam, I think.

Okay, since we spent most of the time for waiting our 'supervisor' to check our works, girl's favourite activity started. camwhore~~~ I wonder guys will ever think of wanna camwhore when they're bored.

Phoebe the DeeJay. Don't you think she can perfectly match with the audio thingy? ya, she's born to be a DeeJay. * crappy*
Girl, I love your ad so damn much, so so cute, I mean my voice! *perasan-ing*


San, the most "si mun" DeeJay in the town. >____<
Everything looks neat on her. Unfortunately, she've met her biggest competitor, Dr Nizam, the most tidy person I've ever met in my life. -___________________-


Having a little techno-stress when using too high tech gadget. Frankly, I enjoyed the process of editing though~~~
I just can't tell how much I love this jacket.

Okay, left 1 live programme and 2 tests to go! I'll fight to the end, end of January I mean. and... play hard for my chinese new year!!!! Not to touch any of my assignments during CNY *swear*

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Chloe was bored, noone allows her to play computer, she'll dl lotta games and virus to your pc... hahaha. Hence, she played with my handphone. >__<

To avoid her to simply detele one of your contact from the friend list or accidently call your enemy...what the strawberry, play with her. How? Take photos will do! =)


Me: Chloe, you pose some cute and innocent *sweat* expression, and I'll do the same expression as you did.
Chloe: Ok, baby! (she used to call me baby.) *faint*


1st: squeeze your face


Chloe's version
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Oh my, obviously, this expression doesn't work on me. I'm like suffering from constipation....
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FS said this photo very meat sour. hahaha

2nd: kissing

Oh dear, you're so cute! and sorry coz made the blusher too obvious. >___<

need not to enter a caption here.

3rd: cute puppy

Her best shot. very very cute and innocent~~~

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No, I didn't pose like her. ya, you know I didn't. xp

The game stopped when she kept on coughing, and my mum: Chloe, stay away from peggy jiejie, she'll has tests to sit for, don't spread the bacteria to her! ( mum is cruel) =.=
oh my, she is so pity. My dear, drink more water and we'll continue our pictures taking when you're recover ya!

wei! I'm so in love with Stacie Orrico's I'm not missing you and Avril Lavigne's Hot right now. ya, I know Hot wasn't a new song, but ya know? I'm just loving it... so much~ <3

You can always skip this post, because this would be my longest post ever. You won't wanna read something that's boring to you, you don't have to..... BUT, if you're curious, just go ahead and read! -_______________-

Have you ever tried to host a radio programme before? I just tried, few hours ago. It's one of our assignments for my radio production course. We did it in a group of 3 peoples, in Putra Fm studio, UPM. You can always tune in and listen via http://www.putrafm.upm.edu.my/ , but NOT now la, there has nobody working there at this hour.

I never been to other radio stations before, so I don't know whether the audio system and other equipment in Putra fm are professional enough. I would wanna pay a visit to Mixfm if I have the opportunity, coz I love the MixBreakfast show hosted by Ika, Serena C and Pietro. They never failed to make me laugh whenever I tune in to their programme....

ok, back to the topic. We didn't really accept any professional training before this show, but there're 2 kind PutraFm deejays taught us the basic skills to manage the sounds system, how to talk like a deejay, rules and all that. We actually got the chance to speak to the listeners live on last friday before we go for our own show, during Kak Urmi's (sorry if I misspell) Double @ Putra segment....

Well, seriously, I don't think many people know about putra fm, many of my friends don't even know the existence of this station. Hence, I'm not worry there'll be someone I really know listen to my programme. -_____- I'm weird enough, normally people will want their friends to listen.

okok, we talked about blogging in our 1 hour programme today. We've invited 2 guests to join our discussion, Irene (a Master student from UM) and fook soon ( our friend). Of course, both of them are blogger. Wanna thank you guys for coming. =)

Well, it's our 1st time doing this kind of thing, we did mess up a bit, like I forgot to turn off DJ mic when we playing song and we started chatting, what we've said already air through the radio waves and safely reach to the listeners out there~~~ wtf. We turn the notebook off when we actually need it to play our jingle, there's a gap there, sweat sweat.

Perhaps, these kind of technical problems would happen during everyone's 1st time? I guess? hmmmm, and the programme was done in english, due to my english speaking ability which is as low as a primary student, =.= I found that I can't voice out the words I wanna say in a smooth and complete sentence, this really frustrated me, alot... my partner, Phoebe, had done a great job. She do has the potential to be a deejay. =D Dear, you've found your way!!!! your future career!! hahaha, I remember you told us before that you wanna to be a deejay. You are now one step nearer to your dream! Keep it up! I have faith in you.

One of our question that we asked was what motivates you to continue blogging? well, I've thought of it when we asked our guests. Their answer were the feedbacks and comments from readers. Ya, Im totally agree with them, if people leave you comments, means there are somebody reading your blog!!! comments meant alot for a blogger, at least for me. hahaha. Ano, another reason for me to continue blogging was I'll feel more comfortable to release my anger here, and to reach my emotional satisfaction. -__________- I also don't know what Im saying.

Anyway, this is a great experience for me, to learn new thing and to know myself more. I've discovered a bad side of me today after the show. I felt uneasy after the show, I don't think I've done a good job, I know I can do it better, and Im actually jealous that my friend done it better than me. T____________T how come I got such thinking? I shouldn't think that way, I'm so ashame and guilty to think like this. sorry. Ok, I'll improve myself instead of live under jealousy.

This is just the beginning of the assignment, we have 1 more live programme to come after CNY, and have to start recording radio advertisement from tomorrow. >___________<>

OKAY, I know I am cheong hei enough. Ill stop here. I shall go take shower now. Bye.

Spot me! =D After all, I didn't change much.



Frankly, I don't know what's the purpose, or what the title for this post. Yesterday when we're practising our radio script at San's house, I browse through my photos.


oh my, time flies... flash back, flash back.... and Im going to show the photos which I never shown before.

Caption-less

My first ever course night.

My first time being a t-shirt designer. We are Petronas fans! -_________-

2007 SanHuan Reunion party .

So called 'black magic' night, we were exhausted after using our brain for the whole night.

OMG!!!! I miss my curly hair~~~~~~

At the beginning of my 2nd semester, I'm now in my 4th semester already. walao~~~~~

Miss How with her silky long hair.


We were actually attending a real press conference.

The big head me.

Ok, well, I looked like an idiot here, but who cares?

This is a meaningless post, I would say. Ciao.

I have nothing very special to blog for lately.... my blog is so dead.... T______T

Well, I thought I will have chance to go for the student exchange, to breath in either Japan or Taiwan's air, to gain new experience, to have new friends, to widen my knowledge, to escape from reality...

But things always wont go smooth as I wish, or I'm expecting too much.

Things can be as simple as ABC, it depends on how you think about it! Therefore, I will keep my mind as innocent as I can. -______-

Next Monday will be the day. Yeah, let's work things out! Try not to talk like a chipmunk, stay tune~~

I so wanna to cut my hair short and I did. Before that, I've tried to tie my hair up and left the shorter part, and see how I look with short hair. It's like this, (first two pictures)

I can't play piano, that's my cousin's piano. many people asked me whether I can play piano when they saw this pic.... -.-

oooooooo, what a poser. irritating.... >______________<

From the front
to the back

and back to the front! hahaha

Okay, in fact, Im dying now, I have tons of assignments yet I haven started to do even one of them T__________________T

short hair cant save me from assignments... -___________________-

2008 年 第一篇华语文章。今天的心情， 很简单但又很复杂。 很平淡，却又很不普通的一天。。。 哈哈哈。华语篇想必又是感性篇。。。 算吧。

我很不喜欢他对我的态度，像是可有可无，无聊时才会想到我。。。就算是普通朋友，想谁也不想这样被对待吧。无可否认，生活在不同的圈子，想法是有一定的差距。

你对我好得不得了，可以这样说，总觉得亏欠你很多。 但说实在的，我又真的没对你要求过什么。

我们才刚认识吧， 非常预料不到的认识方式下，对你有了非常表面的了解。厚，也让我深深的知道，一定要注意自己的一举一动，因为意想不到的事情随时发生。 =）

我已经有几个月没和你说话了， 很奇怪，我没因此而很伤心，却很习惯这样的相处方式。真不应该。。。


毓金，考试加油！！！

傻婆，开学了，不要再想那么多了！！！

嗯，就这样。

The time is now or never
To fit the missing piece
To take this on together
You make me feel complete

We fall into the future
And through the looking glass
The light shines over our heads
And so it comes to pass

To go beyond the surface
To reach into your soul
This love is not demanding
My heart has told me so

I hold onto my her
With faith enough to fly
The power to imagine
Will keep this love alive

Let's make the headlines loud and true
I wanna tell the world I'm giving it all to you
Let's make the headlines loud and clear
The best things certainly happen when you are here

If I lost my way, you'd carry me home
Take me all the way to heaven never leave me alone (Everything)
It’s just like everything matters when you are here (Matters to me)

And it feels so good every bell's gonna ring
Your love is alive and it's making me sing
I could fly, wanna cry, want the whole world to know
We are together, come on, baby, let's go

And words yet to be spoken
Will form upon the page
Spelling our true devotion
It's all we need to say

Let's make the headlines loud and true
(Say you love me and I'll say our love is true)
I wanna tell the world I'm giving it all to you
(Just remember what simple words can do)
Let's make the headlines loud and clear
(All the love I ever give to you my friend)
The best things certainly happen when you are here
(Just remember friendship never ends)

If I lost my way, you would carry me home
Take me all the way to Heaven, never leave me alone (Everything)
And it's just like everything matters when you are near (Matters for me)

Let's make the headlines true this time
(Just remember what simple words do)
There's no hiding from this magical state of mind
(I feel love to you)

If I lost my way, you would carry me home
Take me all the way to Heaven, never leave me alone
And it's just like everything matters when you are near

Let's make the headlines
Loud and true
Let's make the headlines
Cos I'm givin' it all
I'm givin' it all to you

Will you count me in?

I've been awake for a while now
You got me feelin like a child now'
Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

It starts in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now'
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it stats in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin' shows'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

I forgot to add my new year resolution in the last post. Well, I hope now is never too late to set some goals? or aim for myself.

1st
Wake up earlier so that can save myself from having heart attack. I need at least 1 hour to prepare before going out everytime, my estimate of the time for preparation was wrong everytime, will end up rushing all the time. In short, I NEED to improve my time management, badly.

2nd
Get tougher and independent. I cant stand of being alone exclude going toilet la....-.- cant be that dependent on others already. =(

3rd
Be confident. I gonna boosting my self-esteem. I gonna learn to LOVE myself.

4th
Lost 5kgs. ya, Im like struggling to slim myself down all the time, yet I can't resist delicious food. I dislike the obese me, the fats stopped and restricted me from wearing many nice shorts and clothes, these really upset me, alot. Should exercise more and eat healthier.

5th
Shop less, spend less and save more money. Would want to go for part time job if possible. Well, I should stop giving myself excuses to stop myself for earning to buy the things I like.

6th
Gain more knowledge. I wanna rescue myself from being innocent and stupid. I don't want to be a geek who hides in the corner anymore. I know it's tough for me to sit still and read, but I promise, I'll try, of course books other than text book. Text book only for exam purpose.

7th
Control my temper and be optimist.

okay, that's all I could think for now. I'll make it, yeah, I will. =)

How you guys celebrate your new year eve? I don't really like crowded place, so I chose to have dinner with friends at cafe instead of counting down at Sg Wang. hmmmm, it's quite boring though, because just 3 of us, and we wonder why the food that night was sucks, 1st time eaten bitter spaghetti....yiak.... then I told the lou ban niong that I dislike the spaghetti so much, and she changed fried nice for me. thanks.

me : hey, I think hor, the chef must be thinking, oh my, today is such a special day, eat what spaghetti la, drink beer better la.....
san : -_-lll

We reach music story cafe like 7 something, we're the 1st customer, or maybe 2nd everytime we go there.... >___<

We are so bored after we finish our meals, so we unwrapped the pressies that we prepared for each other (X'mas pressies -.-). Ah, Phoebe didn't join us because her church has watch night service.

Presents from Be to us! I got a mickey MOUSE. San got hair serum? forgot what's that.... and Jo got a cooler for her notebook!!! =D thank you very much oh!! Didn't take any picture of the present from San and Jo to me, but Im glad that you gals remember what I said... hahaha, TQ!

Presents from me to them. =)

We don't really like the singers that night, especially the guy who's trying hard to pretend as a rocker.... and the girl... hmmm, no comment. We lived in our own world the whole night, playing truth or dare, hai dai quan and bai fen bai quan.... -.-

FS came in for like 5 minutes to take 3 photos for us and left.... -.- below is one of the photo.

We didn't go home after the count down, but head to cyberjaya's Oldtown. xp

We do nothing there, just don't feel like going home. -.- we want a special new year.... actually not really enjoyable though. hahahaha. we're lame but non of us will forget a celebration like this...right ? hahhaa

San said I looked "jing ling" in this picture while I found that I looked obese. T______T

San was doing the same expression on my left hand side, but I don't think she'll like this pic, so I cropped her part out. there're 10 chewing gums stuffed inside my mouth. Im lying.

Body guards of the day. hahaha, they looked great in this photo, aren't they? =)

I was so sleepy and took a nap with smile on my face on san's shoulder. wtf

hey, the guy in green shirt, the guy who's standing outside, is very handsome, but too bad he's taken.

I went home at 6 something in the morning after picking Jo back to college.

The first photo I taken in the 2008 morning! and in the bathroom... -_____________-

See, what's Jo brought me far from Hong Kong? A golden compass. <3<3>

Happy new year 2008!