March Baby =3=

Yesterday was Rika's birthday, ya, my birthday, my 22nd birthday (I don't mind to disclose the figure, I will stop telling my age from 25 year-old onwards O_o ).

I'll whisper to myself "Happy Birthday, lowpeigee." and have a soft smile on my face, every year on this day, without fail. =)

My birthday was always as ordinary as myself, no party, no clubbing, no wine, but food and cake. And this was the only day that I'll have excuses to let myself eat like no tomorrow. >___<

I need more exercises to shade the fats away now. T___T

Okay, want to thanks peoples who celebrated or wished me.

My first celebration was on Monday, my 'chinese birthday' according to lunar calendar. Thanks Mr. Chong for the chocolate indulgence, you are the only one who can remember my 'chinese' birthday except my mommy, because yours is just few days after mine, right? =) It's been quite some times we didn't meet, we have not much to talk on that night, but still, thank you so much for remember, and thank you so much for spending your time with me. *huggies*

Second celebration was on tuesday, with my secondary buddies, the same old gang, Min, Ben and Fui. We went Manhattan Fish Market, again! I went there for don't know how many times dy in these few months. I'm now in anti-fish market mode. >____<

AGAIN! Grilled gala fish platter! oh my oh my, don't ask me to take this for the coming days. -.- Well, thanks you guys for celebrating with me ler, I'm glad to have you guys, always. =)

Wednesday, the exact day.

Joee: eh, today is what special day eh? *silly* xp

San: no idea.

Rika: Oh, you girls don't know? A princess was born on 19th of March! <3>

Joee & San: Arhhhhhhhhhh......=_________________=

I was late for the morning class for like half an hour, birthday 'dai sai'!!!! HAHAHAHA. After we taken lunch, we went to the long-never-visit room, Jo's room. Camwhore while waiting for the Ethic's class. We didn't take pictures for ages already.... since she's belong to him. what the.... ahhahaa. Okay, we just snap snap snap and transfer to pc. We browsed through our previous pictures that taken last time. omgbrbbbq

We didn't realise that we actually changed that much!!!! In just one year!

From this.... 19.03.2007

To this 19.03.2008

OH MY GOD!!! We looked so innocent last time!!! We kept on screaming while seeing the pictures.

Jo, San and I: Omg! Omg! What happen to me last time? why so stupid one?!!! (we shout the same things non-stop, very sampat)

I wonder how we'll become for another 1 or 10 years. I kept on reminding them not to forget me when they get marry, give birth or whatever. What lar me....

p/s: for your information, one of the member of ours, Be po, went Singapore already. Hence, there're no her in the pictures showing. thank you.

Jo the photographer, Rika the model. >_<

ZZZzzzzzzzzzzz

With Jo.

With San.

Us.

The Ethic's class was cancel due to my birthday. HAHAHAHA. okok, it has been postponed due the renovation of the hall.... what la, lecturer lazy then say la. ish~~~

Okay, then I head back and went dinner with the loved one, Kim. =)

We went Venezia, the Italian restaurant at Cheras. Recommended by my cousin sister. We was misunderstood on the direction that given by my cousin and spent like 40 minutes to find this restaurant + parking. *headache* Finally, we found it. =D

Inside the restaurant. Please forgive me for the picture's quality.

Kim Darling.

Birthday girl. The round one. T____T

Food of the day. Don't ask me for the name, I can't remember Italian that I don't even know how to pronounce. T_____T

The food were berry berry nice! Well, the portion was a bit too much for us, stuffed like hell. xp Kim, THANK YOU so much for the dinner!!!

Kim kept on saying, "I wouldn't be able to accompany you for your next and next next year's birthday, coz I'll be in UK." T___________________T Why lar, you still can celebrate with me thru webcam ler. =)

Pressies. =D (left from 4 in love and YH, right from Kim) I don't have mountain of present, yet, I satisfied with what I had.

I've got the things I really want! No Chanel, No Louis Vuitton, No Tiffany and Co, YET, I have got love from you guys. love love. THANK YOU SO MUCH.

Pressie from my gohgoh. *muackssssss*

The person who loves me the most bought me Tiramisu. <3>

The family.

Btw, wanna thanks those who sent me sms!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! *touching* I felt blessed and happy. Arigatou ne.

Rika-chan, Happy birthday. =) anah, over already, I know.

P for Peigee *edited*

A 'P'. I got a 'P' from HuiTing!! Read about the alphabet tag in her blog, very interesting ler, I want to list mine as well!! =)

Comment and I'll give you a letter; then you have to list 10 things you love that begin with that letter. Afterward, post this in your journal/blog and give out some letters of your own.

1. PORRIDGE (=3=)

HuiTing, why you're so adorable one? For giving me a 'P'. You know porridge is my favourite food eh? -___________- HAHAHA. I start drooling for just looking at the picture. Guess nobody will really likes porridge as I do. I love fish porridge the most <3>

And I love oat porridge alot too!!! I mean Quaker instant oatmeal, ok you may think that I'm such an old lady that has no teeth to bite and love to eat all the liquid food, you're wrong! It makes me feel like a baby for eating porridge and oatmeal. wtf. Hey, oatmeal is a whole grain food full with vitamin A, which helps to promote healthy eyesight and Oats can help to lower LDL (the "bad" cholesterol) blood cholesterol levels. Waaaaa, I think you should start eating it now too! =)


2. PERFUME

I like perfume! Although I smell nice enough. *wink*

I'm currently using Anna Sui's Flight of Fancy. This was my first perfume, I didn't use any before this. Well, it disappointed me, because the smell is just too light? I mean you can hardly notice that I'm actually applied perfume! How sad. T_______________T Not because of I'm stingy and don't wanna apply that much, NO! I used it like water! yet, not many people can sense the scent. Haih, I have no choice but abandon it and find another new love! nola, I'm damn poor ler. *sob Sob*Vera Wang's Princess, isn't it pretty? but I don't know how it smell like, just attracted by its bottle. okok, I know I am superficial. >_____<

3. PHOTOSHOP

Yeah! I love photoshop! I know I might not so pro in using it, I'm alaways learning =) I can spend hours on it. I just learnt to use liquify after watching xiaxue's video. Man, it's really incredible! No wonder everyone looks perfect in their pic, in internet. hmmm, not to trust picture online anymore, fake.

Before After

See! So much different, right? HAHAHA, not really lar, just the cheekbone became smaller, arm became slimmer... -_______- Don't you think I looked better in the 1st pic? I looked like a refugee or suffering from malnutrition in the 2nd pic. There're lotta rooms for me to improve my PS skills.

Aiyorh, I have no choice but have to upgrade my photos' quality using photoshop, coz I don't have a proper camera. T_______________________T this really upset me. I'm living with my lousy 2 megapixels hp camera. T____________T why am I so cham... Need a camera badly..... haihz...

4. PRINCESS

I love princess. I am a princess. Thus, I love myself. wtf Why lar I'm so shameless. Well, nowadays girls like to 'honor' themselves as princess, the most adorable one in the earth. =.= HAHAHA. okok, what's the problem if they feel happy with this label? is a good thing what. Every girl likes to be treated like a princess, and being pampered like a baby... *sweat* lives in their own wonderland together with their prince charming . <3

5. POLKA DOT =.=

Frankly, I'm not really so in love with polka dot stuff, just a mere coincidence to own some polka dot clothes. Everytime when saw polka dots stuff, even though the stuff is actually very lah lah style, Jo still will say, hey, your stuff!!! =.= annoying lar... I like the dots on nicer stuff, ok? >__<

Polka one Polka two and Polka three. ok, I like polka dots. >__________<

6. PINK

Have to admit that I can't accept pink colour at all, last time. My perception towards PINK is just so unacceptable, it's a 'hiao po' colour for me... sorry!!! I don't know why am I like this... BUT, forgot when and why, I started to accept and like pink!!! and started to accept hello kitty-ish stuff. =) Things which are pink in colour look cute and fascinate! The previous me was too tomboy-ish, I like blue instead of pink. =( but my favourite colour is still turquoise!!!

See! so nice! there's a ice-cream beside the blythe, cute!

Pink Dress <3

7. PUPPY

I used to scare doggies, a lot, I'll scream whenever they come near. But, when I grew older and prettier wtf, I found that they are actually so so cute. Somemore, puppy can be my best and loyal friend. I am so lonely that I need a friend to stay by my side all the time, that's why I chose puppy.

I requested to have a puppy at home before, and rejected by the cruel mummy. T____________T She said I can't even take good care of myself, how am I going to have a pet?? why lar, why my mummy so cruel?

oh my, I wanna name it BEBE!

A bear!!! Name it bear bear ! -.-

8. PARTY

I like party because I can dress up, I like party because I like the environment, food, beverage, music.... one thing very weird that I'll get nervous easily for attending parties. I wonder what's on earth am I worry about, I'll just as panic as I'm going to sit for the exam. wtf

9. PANTS

yes, you can hardly see me in skirt. I don't wear skirt except being forced for wearing school uniform and during some course nights or dinners. I will feel very uncomfortable with skirt, I told you I have guy's soul with girl's body. *fainted* okay, will try out dresses!

10. PEACE -______________________-

What la, who likes war??!!! HAHAHAHAHA. lame lar me, why peace? HAHAHAHAHA. coz I have no special feelings towards Paris, Protein, etc, and don't know what else to write. >___<>

HAHAHA, I took like ages to finish these 10 things. =.= actually, I still got things that I like which are start with the letter P like powder, painting, pendant... =) panlai lar, panlai lar... =.= okla, pie pie!

I will be

There's nothing I can say to you
Nothing I could ever do
to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears they cry
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
how far you'd go
I know I let you down
but its not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing ok

I thought that I had every thing
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
Your the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breath cause your hear with me
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing ok

Cause without you I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever ever let you leave
You're all I got
You're all I want
Yeah And without you I don't know what I'll do
I could never ever live a day without you Hear with me
do you see your all I need

And I will be all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life) I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing okay

I will be (I'll be) all that you want and get my self together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life you know I will be with you forever
To get you through the day and make every thing okay

I love this song so so much, Phoebe sent me Leona's version, I didn't know that this was actually Avril Lavigne's song!!! Oh my, I love both of them so much!

Well, one of the reader complained that he has nothing to comment about when I'm posting song and just lyrics. That's the reason for this photo to be added. =.= long time no see>>> to my lovely ear, since I'm with this short hair, I have lost my passion for earrings. Coz people can hardly see it even if I wear. ok, I don't know what else to write. bubye!

盖了电话的五分钟后，我觉得很不舒服。一定要把所有的话写下来。

我扮演着一个忠实的听众；一个可以倾诉的对象；也许也可以说是 一个可有可无的朋友；一个会说许多伤人的话的坏人。

很想维持却越是疏远的关系，我已经处于放弃的边缘。要说的话，已经说完；要做的事，从来没机会做到。

很想伸手把你拉出来；很想狠狠地把你打醒；很想一起进步；只是很想你会开心点。

看着堕落但又不承认的你， 越是让我担心。但担心慢慢演变成了失望。再多的分析，道理已经是无谓；再多的关心，陪伴也已经是多余。

知道是不应该，就要放手，苦苦强求，受伤害的一定不会只是你自己。当你伤得遍体鳞伤的当而，身边的人又何其不是伤得不轻？

深知这是一个不会被人认同，不会有结果的感情。 你又在挣扎些什么？争取些什么？

你说放不下，所以我做再多的事情，讲再多安慰的话，也只是白费，也只是废话。那么你又何必再找我？

为什么只有你伤心的时候会找我？为什么开心的时候又不会和我分享？为什么我伤心和无助的时候，我又不会找你？答案很简单，因为我会听你对我说的话；因为你不会想要和我分享；因为我知道你帮不到我，你也不会有时间陪我。

如果，他在你心中是那么那么的重要，我做再多也只是干扰。你不如省多点时间陪他？为何要浪费时间陪我去做一些你根本不感兴趣的事？你认为这样对我会公平一些？

我知道你也疲累不堪了，但固执和坚持只会让你越陷越深。除了你自己，没有人可以帮你了。身边的人也被你这固执的想法搞得失望透了。

思想应该和年龄相对比才对啊，不要怪朋友看你不起，就连你自己也看不起自己了，不是吗？其实，还有很多更有意义的事在等着你做，还有更多比他更爱你的人，不要再给自己借口浪费时间了，人生比你想象中来得短，是时候对自己好一点，对自己负责任的时候了。

我想，我已经把我要说的话，无数词地重复再重复了。也不想再多讲了，所以决定把它写下。

给自己时间，但不要太久，你会想通的，你可以放手的，你也可以幸福的！

（不要问我， 你我他是谁，没有解释的必要。我只是很想把我不想再重复的话写 下。就那么简单。应该明白的人，我相信她会明白的。）

People!! wish me luck, going to attend my internship interview at 3pm later. My brain is totally blank now. -______-

well, I should go to prepare now, 1st impression very important! okok, byebye.

Assignments, classes, assignments, assignments....kept on doing the same things lately. I just found out that san also felt boring and unsatisfied with current life. It's just so dead, yet we can do nothing to change it, coz at the end we still have to submit all the works.

I'll go for my internship on next sem, most probably going to a production house in South City.

Bad things always happen to me, the company facing a dramatic change, should I say so? hmmm, but don't think I have other options... well, I'll be there for four months only, only? hmmm, I can't tell whether I can make it through not, we'll see. Maybe I'll complain everyday after work, or maybe I'll like there. Who knows?

aiks, pray for me la~~~~

OI, I think I'm gonna to lose the challenge. coz, I've taken fish for me dinner just now. yeah, fish, at Manhattan Fish Market. Okay, not just fish....

DENG DENG Our favourite - Grilled Gala Fish Platter

=.= ya. I've taken shrimp, garlic rice, fish, chips and mussel. Share with Joee of course, and her roomate. (p/s: before 8pm, still acceptable, right? ) *fainted*

OK, tomorrow will be another day which full of assignments and classes. CIAO.

How I wish I know what shall I do now.


How I wish I able to live my life better.


How I wish I can stop nagging on every little tiny thing.


How I wish I can be fair to myself.


How I wish I'm not so alone.


How I wish I can widen my social life.


How I wish I can finish my assignments nicely.


How I wish I can wake myself up.


How I wish you can love me more.

Age Character Calculation

MY
Age in years .................21.96
Age in months ..............264
Age in days ...................8016
Age in hours .................192395
Age in minutes .............11543683
Age in seconds ..............692620983
Age in Milli seconds ......69262098274
Age in weeks .................56115
AND
I born on ....................Wednesday

Okay, see how accurate is it,

MARCH
* Attractive personality (HAHAHA, am I? >__< )
* Affectionate (Not sure ler)
* Shy and reserved (HAHAHA, I don't think I'm shy lor...and I'm noisy.)
* Secretive (Don't think so.)
* Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic (Agree! =D )
* Loves peace and serenity (yeah, I can't stand noise!)
* Sensitive to others (quite)
* Loves to serve others (Quite true also)
* Not easily angered (No no, my EQ very low nia...aiks)
* Trustworthy (yes, trust me lar~)
* Appreciative and returns kindness (yes, I think.)
* Observant and assess others (yes, I am)
* Revengeful (ermmm, so don't 'duck zhui' me. =.=)
* Loves to dream and fantasize (Absolutely!)
* Loves traveling (Well, hope to traveling around the world but not around Malaysia.)
* Loves attention (Quite true)
* Loves home decors (If my house is nice and big enough.)
* Musically talented (waaaa, really? thanks for telling me!)
* Loves special things (sure!)
* Moody (correct!)

Okay, overall it's quite true, BUT don't think all the babies born on March share the same personalities. lolz

Another food post

Yaya, very long don't have food post already, izzit? hahaha. Went Sunway Pyrimad with Kim on last Sunday. It's been a long time didn't meet her already, 2 months?? Then had our heavy-dinner in T.G.I Friday's. >_<

We ordered a three-course-meal, nice and economical. *wink wink*

Appertizer, Fried Mac and Cheese - irresistible, creamy cheese and elbow noodles golden-fried to perfection. hahaha, everyone knows no way for me to give such description on food lor, ya allah, I copied from the T.G.I Friday's website. wtf

It taste exactly like the description given. Very nice ler, really creamy and cheesy... and made us full just right after this appertizer. *sweat*

Tomato balis chicken pasta (I forgot the exact name and can't find trough internet), whatever. The pasta is very nice, the garlic bread is crunchy and the tomato is fresh, but overall it's a little too oily, and Kim claimed that she don't like chicken breast.

Lastly had T.G.I Friday's sundae as dessert. Not special indeed, just two scoops of vanilla ice-cream. We digged all the cream on top, coz it's tasteless and fattening, every girl will do so, right?

I enjoy the meal so much and enjoy chatting with her. There's a birthday girl celebrating her birthday when we having our meal. All the waiters & waitress sang her song, and play some small games with her. It reminds me that the coming of someone's birthday. A day which I'm not anticipate at all.

最近爱上了听歌，而且是旧歌， 不是老歌， 哈哈哈哈。

可惜不是你，很喜欢这首歌的词，唯美，感伤。。。 没有很贴切地形容着我的过去或什么，只是喜欢。

最近觉得很孤单，生活很平淡，每天不停地在重复着一样的作息。我的世界看似喧哗， 喧哗的背后越是宁静， 丁点生命力也找不到。

这样的时刻（A moment like this），哈哈哈。。。 超喜欢这首歌的。 很有意义。深沉地想想， 什么时刻是我最期待的，没有，真的没有。可悲啊。。。你呢? 最期待什么时刻？

最近很懒，做什么都提不起劲来，不喜欢自己做的东西，觉得很无聊。

很不解我到底要的是什么，拥有的又是什么。